After One Month of Being Home.

Welp, Winter Semester 2010 came and went. All the traveling with my family in Texas and in Utah and all the excitement with graduations and baby births came and went as well. I've already been home from BYU for almost a month (as of June 1st) now! Time is reeeally flying!

I can't believe all these things I've been looking forward to for so long have come and gone, or are already about to happen. I already passed my/Josh's 18 month mark waiting/him serving his mission. It's really weird, last night I started having doubts...out of nowhere! I have no idea why. But after talking to Ben and contemplating everything for a whole day, pretty
much it's just Satan trying to discourage me. Fear and doubt is the opposite of Faith. My future is as bright as my faith. :)

Something I really need to get better at is managing my money. I'm working two jobs but I'm afraid it won't be enough to cover all my necessary expenses (after tithing - debt, car/gas, Fall and Winter tuition at BYU-H). I LOVE working at the Battleship Missouri Memorial with Christy! And my co-workers are fun, even the old ones! Lol. Summer Fun has been pretty boring so far, we just sit around and talk. I can't wait for the kids to actually start coming to the program.

Other than financial worries and missing the Elder, life at home has been great! I'm really blessed to have been hired at two places and both were very generous in my schedule and hiring me last minute and everything. I love being in Hawaii and knowing I don't have to go back to Utah in a couple of months. I love surfing again even if the waves are flat! I love seeing the Grahams :D I love having Jake and Wendy home for good (FINALLY!) and I absolutely love seeing Holden everyday again. Even though it's crazy with the entire family here (last night I counted that there were 13 people sleeping in the house including the babies, lol!!) but it's what I grew up with and what I grew to love... I always want to have lots of family over when I'm older and have my own kids! "Soccer team"... hehehe <3

Lo amo mas de lo que puedo expresar...