Countdown.

Hmm. I'm considering taking down the countdown clock. Or changing it to only weeks or something. It kinda freaks me out when I look at it everyday and it looks as if I'm making no progress. I was thinking about it when I was running today (that's a really good time to do a lot of deep thinking, when you're working out) and I was like "I only have to suffer through one more Christmas without him! I can TOTALLY do this!" I guess it was those endorphins that got to me. :) I was in a pretty optimistic mood.

I'm exhausted. Good night world. Good night Josh. I can't wait to fall asleep in your arms every night.