Ready.

I cried kind of a lot this weekend and I've been having a lot of ups and downs. Josh finally got his flight plans on Saturday. He leaves on Wednesday, February 4 at 9:55 AM and arrives in Florida at 4:10 PM (I don't know if that's the next day or what). Even though I keep crying, and even though the fact that I actually won't see his smile or hear his voice for 21 and a half months finally sank in, I'm ready.

I love you Josh. And I wish I could tell you that...